back to school?

It feels like school has just ended and here I am reviewing for school. Don't get me wrong, I'm not that much of a nerd. I'm only reviewing because I have an interview for a stats TA position with my prof and I forgot, or rather I remember NO SHIT! And because I took a second year linear algebra(1) in first year and didn't take linear algebra(2) last year. Decided to nerd it up and take it in my third year. Again I don't remember SHIT. So here I am...bored reading old ass linear algebra notes. Quite useless, because without the pressure of exams I procrastinate like NO SHIT! On to a happier note, life goes on...as I'm fading away (I stole that line from some lyrics, I swear.) On a happier-ER note, KAT-TUN's new single didn't suck shit! YAAYYYYY! AND kame looked SO HOT in the MV. ANNNND I can't believe I'm still a fan girl at my monstrous age of 20.

ERRR....cell phone

lol no not mine, I got my cell back alright. lol FINALLY after about a month in repair...now I can FINALLY have text-offs lol

ANYHO...10 mins into linear algebra class today someone's phone rang..it was a piss gay ring tone and piss loud. The prof was sooooo pissed that he told the perpetrator to leave the class...lol of course, we are all first years, and the prospect of exposing yourself to a public shaming in front of 100+ ppl was not must-have freshman experience. So, of course, they stayed silent. Which is fine, I mean, I'd understand I guess... except the prof didn't. Faced with a gutless class he claimed that if the 'girl' (we know 'cause the ring-tone was girly) doesn't leave, he will. WTF? And the class will have to learn the material on our own. WTFFFF?

By now, if it was me, I would have left. I mean an hour lecture cost each student $80+ dollars. The guilt of wasting all the capital along would have kicked me out of my seat. But the girl just sat there fiddling with her bag. It's kinda sad, that despite all her attempts, by now we know who it is. Since she red - literally.

No one confronted her, because having the tag "mean-bitch" attached to your profile isn't flattering. lol and we were only first years.

So ya, the prof put on his coat, did his scarf, stuffed his notes back in his bag...and left. Leaving me about 30 mins to kill...


and that is why I am writing this on my laptop.

I can't say I'm not pissed, but at the same time I don't really blame the girl. I don't think any normal girl would have lived through that pressure.

lol that means I'm not normal?

On to a happier note,
here is my messy room:

Happy New Year!

lol I broke my promised to myself of updating this blog atleast 2x a month. D:
Well...that will probably go under my new year resolutions. XP

Anyho, this x-mas break was really a break for me. After a week of working on commissions and stuff I just went off the grid and parties everywhere with different ppl. XD lol I didn't think I was going to have an allnighter this holiday, but I had more than when I had school. >///<' lol

And my essay and problem set...lol well...totally forgot about them...lol still working on the essay right now. XD
lol How am I going to survive next year??

So here is an update of my 3 weeks off.
*STARTO!!!*

First week:
-working on commissions
-had a photoshoot with Jiani
But the most epic thing is that I ate out at this REALLY expensive restaurant...The only thing on the menu that I had the heart to afford was fries and a burger. T_T And with tip that came up to $100! I was like...WHY DID you bitches take poor little me to this PISS expensive place?!!!
lol the food wasn't that good either...my friends 300-400 dollar lunch was delicious...but my burger could have been McDonalds for all I cared...lol perhaps because the price...but I didn't enjoy it at all!!! D:
-OH ya...my cell broke...which meant that all my social plans had to be made through e-mail and fb. T_T

2nd week:
-Home x-mas party (My parents' and their friends...For the first time I got to sit at the table for dinner...lol this was a sign of adulthood!!! @_@ )
-Dorm x-mas party (some dorm kids who lived around the downtown area, cause dorms are closed over the holidays, planned this party...totally not fun 'cause it turned into a 'get wasted' party. But rest assured...I didn't drink a sip. lol I promised to loose my drinking virginity with this 2nd year who will take me to my first pub.) lol WAIT for meh~
-House party (Some commuter friends...their parents were away...no we didn't trash the place...we just watched horror movie after horror movie...while I smelled the ass of a teddy bear. It was fun 'cause there was green tea ice cream...lol we were passing the LARGE ass bowl around in circles....lol and got high oh coffee sweeteners...'cause this friend of mine, who was obsessed with weight loss, told us that sweeteners had lexcitive(sp?) properties...which made you poo ALOT. So of course, we'd eat it and wait to see who poop-ed first...ROFL...we were so high, but in the end none of us did. poo I mean.)
-SHOPPING
(Hell yes! This x-mas I shoped till I got sick of it. XD And I am sick of it now.I'll do a halus...whatever they call it later.)

3rd Week
-NEWYEARS eve party!!! lol very epic...

-Shopping
-MORE shopping
-eating out...more eating out...
-cramming to finish my essay. lol you can tell I'm too lazy to type more.

ANYHO...
school started for a week now. BUT....
How was your holidays? lol tell me the ups and downs baby!!! XD love to know! XD

x-mas come quick

dude...can't wait till x-mas...
But school is technically over. And the exams started T_T.
AND even after exams I have a research paper...so I'll still have to be at Robarts library scramming shit into my head... while praying who ever discovered this shit dead as a kid chocking on his own saliva.
One of the top ppl on my list of "should have died as a child" is Newton... his theorems are too smart for me to use and proofing them is totally beyond me T_T

*sigh*

But uni was fun, eating out with friends everyday. (while my wallet cries)
In fact...I haven't had dinner with my family in over a month. lol
Which means...I haven't had vegetables in just as long T_T
lol indigestion?! lol

Anyho...this friday was the last day of school so my friends and I went CRAZY...shopped all over. lol uptown, downtown...CHINA town?! lol

I'll have photos next time...

YAY! 4 day break starts today!

and I will spent about 90% of that break studying.

lol oh the joy of uni life.

Anyho...I found the second love of my life. - Nari (If kame marries, I'll switch over to this guy >_<' lol)

OMFG he is BEAUTIFUL!!! GORGEOUS!!! you should see him on the runways...*nosebleed* and he resembles Kame alittle. lololololol
Anyho, he is a model for h.NAOTO side brand "sixh" . He is hot. He also does music. XD and he is hot.



He resembles kame so much that it hurts to see him doing photoshoots with girl models. T_T
lol anyho...HERE is his blog.
I want his life...surrounded by h.naoto stuff D: and he is hot, and he is surrounded by hot guys XD

I 'discovered' this 2nd love of my life by looking at the designers for the Tokyo Fashion week.
if you are into fashion, you should really check it out. There are some really radical designers there...and some really bland ones...lol well in my taste anyho.
I recommend Yuma Koshino, I was really impressed by her 2009 a/w collection. actually all her stuff are really amazing. But I was introduced through her 2009 a/w collection. lol I watched it on youtube and I loved the volume and the colours she used. lol I'm talking like a nerd here~

ohoh, check out Yasuyuki Ishii too. his site is kinda...gay...but he's got stuff I'd actually wear on a day to day bases. XD

ANYHO...
GUYS!!! This x-mas I'll be working on an Nintendo DS game ^_^ YAY!! I'm really excited...this is the first well...commercial job...with a big paycheck. lol but I'm still not sure if I have time for it...I'll have to see. I'm also currently (hiatus) working on afew ren-ai games (3). I might also be working on an online dressing game. lol X-mas won't really be a break for me. But I need the money...I'm totally broke from paying for my tuition and I sent 1k back home to my grandma. So there might also be a print sell, very limited though, since I don't have time to do re-printing.
BUT fear not...
I'm not going to (re)start any big projects with/out first finishing the commissions I owe my dear commissioners T_T seriously, I owe you guys for life for making you guys wait so long.
btw, there should be more progress this weekend...if I drink enough coffee. lol




BTW: I'm not sure how to reply comments from ppl. (I read and LOVE all of them) Like do I just comment on that entry as well...or should I put my comments at the end of my entries? (specify the username of the receiver and all) lol how do you guys want me to go about this?

woooo~ shoes...

lol today in my math lecture, my teacher was shaking his orange juice bottle...to get the pulp I think. It was all fine, perfectly normal, really.
BUT
This guy behind was was like: *horny voice* "Oh my god, oh my, look at the way he shakes that thing, oh, oh, oh my, god, oh god...."

ROFL I bit my lips sooooooooooooo hard to no to laugh in the middle of the lecture D: lol It was like he was getting turned on or something. ROFL *sigh* post-puberty horny-ness I suppose~

Anyho, I went to US to visit my cousin in University of Rochester.

This is taken by my dad, O.o' it's the inside of the engineering building.


I bought ALOT of McDonalds when I was there...my brother tempted me OLT


Taken by me, lol, a clock thingy in the middle of their front campus. XD


Their street lights were threatening. lol must have killed a few ppl during hurricane Katrina. >.<'

Anyho, on the way back to Canada...our GPS died, or rather we were too stupid to use it. >.<' We set it to avoid all toll roads, so GPS sent us going in the opposite direction - all the way around lake ontario...our expected arrival time was supposed to be 7 in the morning...(we left at 4pm.) FAIL after about 2 hours of driving we realized something was wrong... we were like, "Where did the border go?!" By then, it was really dark and we were driving by some country side, surrounded by trees, trees, and more trees. >...<

so scary~ So ya, we freaked...and turned the GPS off, found a walmart and a good Samaritan took us to an inn. Only to find out afterward that the GPS had directions to all the nearest inns and gas stations OLT.

So we stayed a night...I cursed my cousin~ lol well, I got to find a source to blame for all my shit luck...and stupidity~ ya know?!

And the next morning we set out again...this time...human error hits again. Since the GPS is touch screen...on the way to the border we touched something on it (no one knew at the time) and it led us to this farmer's corn field. Having read the "The Lovely Bones" before, me and the corn field isn't very ...how you say...compatible? lol So we found a McDonalds (it saved my life!) another good Samaritan told us to go on a toll highway...thank you!!!

By now, you should have guessed...we turned the GPS off XD
lol man...I HATE GPS...es...


On the bright side...I got some shoes from this store near the border.

I wanted the black and white one...but my mom was against it...for reasons that you would not believe! D:

Oh...here is a pic of when I got home from school last friday before the trip...

testing the camera.


lol my closet mirror is really dirty apparently XP

epsilon and delta hell

lol for the longest time I've associated "The body shop" with car parts. lol because I'm the last one on earth to care about skin care, lip care, foot care, my ass care, etc. And "no", the car part shop is not random association nor a fragment of my hyperactive imagination restrained by the boundaries of grammar - there is actually a 'body shop' for car parts on the road I take to school EVERYday D: and everyday I get more desensitized...

end of failed anecdote.

Anyways...lately been killed over and over again by epsilon and delta limit definition proofs. I wanta eat my ears, my eye ball, hands, knee... (attempt at nami amuro parody.)

"for every number there is a corresponding number such that whenever such that."

lol just to f*^@# you up too XD

oh...and I LOVE kame. XD lol

dame...still need to buy a reader for seminar class. D: They call it a reader...but it's actually a door stopper for those gigantic medieval doors. mmm...that heavy...that boring...thick...and OMFG.... But one thing fun did come out of that class XD lol We watched a movie on Asia. But we only watched the Chinese segment of it...it was in 8 parts...who da hell have the time and patience to film all that... XP anyways, at the beginning they showed this scene of this japanese spiritual dude, in full costume and all, with the hat and LARGEASS white kimino and swinging this spiritual leave thingy with his hands. This was fine, perfect, totally normal. Right. BUT the target of his swinging leave thingy to spiritually purify was this 1980s car...all opened up, the 4 doors as well as the front and back `compartments`. EVERYTHING! The seats were even placed outside. Then this indian guy beside me was like, `WTF!`. OMFG it was so funny I laughed for like 2 hrs....the ppl beside me were like, "...she is still laughing." Also, they showed chinese ppl with slit like eyes in every picture...it was kinda funny (i`m chinese btw, so this isn`t racist mmky) OHOH...and there was this segment of this really epic (and factually incorrect) Chinese film about the opium war...lol man...the Chinese director and actors were SOOOOOO BAD....they made it so epic...and of course they apparently rewrote history so that they actually won the opium war. XO

Other things that happened: I lost a bet, I forgot to lock the door for a shared (male+female) washroom...lol imagine how that turned out, I jammed my bag on everything within 5m of me, I fell asleep in class (alot), when my computer TA says `focus`, it sounds like `fuck us`. I meet alot of kat-tun fans, I meet alot more tohoshinki fans (I don`t mind...bishie is bishie), I rob my friend`s T-cards to eat at residence cafeterias, I am no longer a shameless fan girl - lol I grow up, I got a cold and got addicted to (opium) fisherman`s friend, I secretly enjoy psychology lectures, I need to go shopping, I will go to US this weekend, I have midterms right now and should not be doing this. BUT I am. XD

PSSSSSSSSSS... I (my dad) finally got a camera (`cause he wants to sent photos to china)! lol alot of pic spam after mid terms!!

till then...a wip of a commission.


All commissioners, all those that have already paid, will get their commission by x-mas.
Also, I`m thinking of doing what I did last year and do charity donation commissions - $15 each. This time however, is for my grandma, she has terminal, third stage, liver cancer. She is living on pain-killers right now. It`s very expensive, but that`s not the point. Anyways, I want to do what I can. So if anyone is interested in the cheaper than life commissions, please contact me. I`ll reserve you a spot coming December. XD
(note! these commissions will be very limited depending on the amount of time I have.)

anyho, I wish everyone a happy life! (I sound like I`m going to die...or something...)

Frolando

OMFG Frolando's worst nightmare! XD I saw him in a video today D:
I lol - ed my ass off!!

watch here



lol I used to have a bigger than life size photo of him in my locker XD lol with this same constipated expression! LMFAO

(this is an inside joke, lol but man! looking at the face brings back laughs like elephant pee XP )

Anyho... in the past week my life has been revolving around this chinese (mainland) version of Hana Yori Dango. XD I watched while reading my piss boring texts... it was like background music to me...but slowly I started to actually watch it XD (my reading was THAT boring) and OMFG I like it! lol I`ll write a proper review later. XD

That aside...I`m behind on my readings!!! T_T SO much stuff to read! I can`t do it...any...more...help... D:

Some of my more epic readings includes the communist manifesto, Canadian political culture, Ideologies: An analytic and contextual approach, Confucianism and Marxism, The Victory of Materialism, and get this, God`s Chinese son. Just to name a few... D: why the *&%&?%&? did I take a seminar class!!! I was asking for a ass wiping! The total reading amounts to about two telephone books!! HOLLY COW MACARONI!!

oh...here is a piece I did for a job interview XD

I got the job! `cause yours truly brought sexy back!

I feel aleep on the subway

and made ppl uncomfortable D:

lol


I took up two seats in a really full subway D: lol sorry~
It's gravity...not me.

So happy...yet

I was so happy yesterday when my mp3 (in shuffle mood) played a Kat-Tun song "Affection" on my way to UofT. *note this was my first time hearing it* lol I literally walked in the the campus with this BIG leer on my face! XD lol BUTBUT BUT!!!! OMG before I could get to my class...a girl's voice came up in the song OTL And I was like, "DAME that bitch getting to sing with kame!!!" My face immediately turned murderous D: I was in such a bad mood that I kinda kicked this guy out of the seat next to mine to get a seat for my friend for my first class. OTL I felt like SUCH an ass afterwards. Please forgive me, though I don't even know your name D:

On the bright side XD When I was waiting for my math lecture room to free up GUESS WHAT!!! lol OMG BISHIE ALERT!!! lol *nosebleed* I was takenaback...seriously...it was a sight to behold!!! OMFG... XD

You can guess, I'll go early for my math lectures from now on XD

here a W.I.P


oh ya, on the way back I walked on this air thingy. You know those metal things on the ground, well they are just there during the day, but at night air TORNADOs out of them...I didn't know that...I walked over it while yawning ...the result was a mouthful of hair D: After which I contemplated to myself whether I should consider chocolate flavored shampoo. XD

Some w.i.p

lol drawn atleast two months ago.



Anyways, alot of you guys asked about my frosh week on DA. mmmm.... let`s just say it was really competitive. lol Since UofT has (I think) 7 colleges, each and every one of them thinking they are the best. (excluding me `cause I have no school spirit.) lol This resulted in everyone going at each other`s necks. lol very twilight like. XD I belong to Victoria University within the University of Toronto (what a handful). Some of the insults thrown at us were:

`Vic suck dick` - St.Micheal
`Victoria, you ARE number two` - Trinity (ya know, V looks like two or the peace sign, lol FOB)

And I`m not sure I feel about this. Whether Vic is a chicken or Vic`s got class. But the entire week I did not learn any insults for the other colleges D: All the cheers I learned were on the lines of:
`Sent your kids to Vic` - During the downtown parade, we yelled this at everyone and anyone...be it grandmas or highschool couples. lol

**there were alot of other ones, but they have left such a traumatic imprint in my brain that I don`t want to recall them. XD